In this short scene, the young narrator tries to make sense of the events that have taken place in his life. He realizes that he has acted impulsively, and that his actions have been misinterpreted by others. He feels that he is being judged by society for his actions, and he is sorry that his behavior has been misinterpreted. He wishes that he had not acted so rashly, but he is unable to understand why others would judge him in such a way. He is also unable to comprehend why society would treat him in this way.