Everyone else has fallen in love with her, and they've gotten fed up with her. She's been giving them all the signs that she's in love, but she doesn't realize it herself, so she must have been deceiving them all along. She tells him that he's a "dirty pervert" , and that he can't give up on her because she rejected him. He's not a normal person, she says, and she'll let him do it again and again. She begs him to lie down. She says that when she first slept with her tutor, she thought she'd grow up and become an adult, but now she feels like a "mess" . She hopes that her tutor won't notice her "dirty" side, because she feels embarrassed.