In this chapter, the young woman explains why she loves to go diving: "I want to look out at the sky at night, that serenity" . She also explains that she has been running around like an actress since she was fifteen years old, without having a chance to breath. When she heard the sound of her breathing, she knew she was still alive, and she wants to live. She says that since she loved the man with all her heart, she has no regrets about the affair, even though it was reported that it was an affair. The young woman wonders why she has to pay so much for the privilege of breathing, and wonders why the people in Korea are so worried about her.