In this short scene, the young protagonist, who is in love with his doctor, only wants to sleep with him "out" . He wants to rub his doctor's hands and squeeze his lips, but he can't seem to do it. He's afraid that if he does, he'll get sick and die. He also wants to run away from the doctor, but the doctor won't let him. He kisses him, and the two of them run away. The young protagonist wants to know what's going on, so he asks the doctor if he's "dirty," and the doctor tells him that he is. He then asks if the doctor looked at him with the same face as he did when he kissed him. The doctor says that he looks like a "bloofer" , and that's why he kissed her. The protagonist asks if he can kiss the doctor again, and he says yes, and they