It's been a while since we've heard from the narrator, but he's back in his journal. He's not happy with the way things are going. He thinks that it's a shame that no one's noticed him, because he has friends, and they're there for him when he needs them. He also thinks that if someone needs his help, then he should help them himself, without worrying about what other people think of him. Translation: he doesn't have to worry about other people's opinions, and he can do whatever he wants with his friends. The narrator then launches into a long rant about how he is on a journey to meet "black rabbit and pig" , and how he'll never get to meet them, because "it's all you're fault" . He blames himself for being late, for being too cool, and for being so stupid. Finally, he thanks everyone for their support, and says that this is his "first time ever having a day that I want to on . . go on and . never end !" .