In this chapter, the Governess tries to decide whether or not to put on the pants she's been saving for her lover, but she can't figure out how to do it. The Governess decides that she'll go home first, so she can avoid seeing her lover at home. Then she can look at him in his eyes and make sure that he doesn't look at her in the same way that he looked at her yesterday. She decides to buy herself some pants so she won't have to worry about putting on her pants.
In this chapter, the Governess tries to decide whether or not to put on the pants she's been saving for her lover, but she can't figure out how to do it. The Governess decides that she'll go home first, so she can avoid seeing her lover at home. Then she can look at him in his eyes and make sure that he doesn't look at her in the same way that he looked at her yesterday. She decides to buy herself some pants so she won't have to worry about putting on her pants.